Uncertainty

Why is it that life is always filled with uncertainty?

We're not sure why we're here, and we're not sure if there's a purpose.

My heart hurts today. Someone had some pretty hateful things to say about me, and it makes it even worse that it's someone I care about a lot.

I really hate the whole, well I'll just give you a hug then, and everything will be fine afterwards right? Not really. You said some pretty hurtful things and you at least need to apologize for them. That's a start.

Do I think it will happen? Probably not. I'm lacking in faith right now. I'm suppose to be "extending mercy" but I'm having a hard enough time not being infuriated with this person for doing something so hateful. Guess it was my fault cause if i hadn't been "snooping" in their personal effects I would have never known that they had said it about me. BUT at the same time I figure if your willing to talk to your friends about me then you must really feel this way about me! I don't talk about you this way, why can't you respect me enough not to do the same?

I hate this double standard crap. It's frustrating and hurtful.